A Few Nights...

So, right now I am in the Philippines (Manila). So far I can remember 2 dreams. The first is that I hooked up with a Nascar driver. A whole slew of events happened, and I remember getting together with him at the Biltmore in Tahoe. Then in the morning (in the dream), I couldn't actually remember hooking up with him, but I know I did all night! :P

The other dream was all about work! Gah! All night I dreamt about numerous non-stop emails and issues arising. I deal with PC COA's that you find on your computers, etc, but in the dream the COA's were actually spring rolls (what I coincidentally had for dinner that night). It was a horrible dream, full of stress. I hate those.

Another night I had been consumed by another mystical person. I would walk around and glow this beautiful blue, and had eyes as big as a beautiful anime character. I'm not into anime, but what I looked like could easily be Japanese (I am in the Philippines and am surrounded by that look, so there you go). But then another woman came up to me and wanted to envelope the person within me - as in, take my soul and make it her own, or something like that. She wanted to be me and steal my essence. (This really sounds sexual, not meaning for it to be, lol). All of a sudden I feel a force trying to leave my body with this pressure rising out of me (and I think light was glowing out of my chest). Well that is when I woke up, so apparently my essence wasn't stolen. :)

San Francisco Falling Down....

So just recently I had a dream about NYC crashing down around me. Not pleasant. Only a few nights later, this....

I was traveling towards the Golden Gate bridge with my mom on our way into San Francisco. We were on a "bus." Felt more like a train, but we were about to drive over the bridge, so it couldn't be a train. As we were arriving on the bridge, I had a premonition that the bridge was going to collapse. I don't know why, but I decided to look out the window ahead to check. All of a sudden, a gigantic earthquake happened which made the bridge start collapsing in the middle. For some reason our bus couldn't stop driving towards it. We were headed for the center, and started falling through. We saw cars, parts of the bridge (which parts were made of cement blocks), falling all around us, and we were headed towards our death. I held my mom really close, and realized I had just enough time to whisper "I love you" before we hit.

Once we hit, I realized I had survived and my Mother didn't. I don't know how I even survived.

That is the end of that dream. What an awful dream.

Meaning?? Well let's hope these aren't premonitions!! But every time I have ever driven over a bridge (freeway bridge or over water), I have this slight fear that at that moment, a large earthquake will happen and take me down with it. I literally always have that momentary thought when driving over a bridge. It sucks. But it's happened to people! So I'm sure that was a deep subconcious fear rising up through my dream. And then of course the fear of losing my Mother as I get older. So there you go.

Getting Shot in Germany....Hmmm...

So many different events happened in this dream it's very hard to keep track. But here's the gist of it...

I went back to be a camp counselor. My campers were really rude! I even yelled at a girl for being so rude and telling her next time she's going to see the director when she acts like that. While I was at camp, I received a letter (which someone opened and read before I did, errr). This letter was from the US Government inviting me to be a Sergeant in the military and leave for Germany ASAP. So I did! All of a sudden I'm in a Marching line with men and women (I'm assuming this is "boot camp") and receiving orders. Moments later I'm holding an assault rifle / machine gun, hiding in a bush, and shooting at multiple targets. I miss each and every target, and I'm just firing at will. It's obvious I am not a good marksman. I literally was just shooting everywhere to see if I'd hit something. All of a sudden I was shot in a fatal place. I blacked out immediately thinking I had died. Then I woke up in a hospital room, knowing I had been in a coma for a while. When I stood up, I couldn't keep standing. I needed to hold on to a counter top. Then I realized my mouth was full of gauze and wires (almost like all the wires that should be connected to my body were inside my mouth). It was strange, but apparently normal. Even another man in the hospital told me to keep the gauze in between my teeth for protection. Seemed legit.

That is the gist of my dream. It hopped from being a camp counselor, being the worst Sergeant in the world, to being shot and in the hospital.

Meaning?? Well, I'm headed off to the Philippines next week to do a job I've never done - TRAINING. I'll be in charge of people. So I believe this dream is directly related to my anxieties of a new country (i.e. Germany in the dream) and a "new" career (i.e. Sergeant - a leadership position). All the stress and anxiety is tiring me out, so the coma in the dream probably signifies my need/want for rest. I think that sounds about right. :) 

Starbucks

Most of the dream is blurry, but one part I do remember. I was in the airport with a Soy Pumpkin Spice Latte in my hand. I had taken a few sips and decided it wasn't hot enough. I see the Starbucks in the airport and go in. All I ask the barista is if they could heat my Soy PSL up for me. He then grabs my drink, see that it is full, and proceeds to say "we'll make you a new one" and gives my old drink to the man who ordered one in the drive thru. Um, OKAY? The poor man in the drive thru had no idea. Then the barista made me a new one, but forgot I wanted soy. Errr. So he had to make me ANOTHER one. The other barista asked if I wanted food, so at that point I decided "oh sure!" So I ordered a tuna salad. They were taking FOREVER! My family decided to go through security without me because I was in Starbucks for way too long, and they just wouldn't give me my drink or my food. I ended up getting a refund on the salad since they just wouldn't give it to me, and I don't recall ever getting my drink. 

Now I am subconsciously mad at Starbucks. Thanks a lot Starbucks. 

 

NYC Crumbling down...

It started off an a small adventure - a blurry small adventure. I can't remember the details of what I was doing (except I did try to make it to a play in an underground theater, but wasn't allowed in - I think I was too late)...I was wandered around the city. Later in the dream, I had lost my purse, so I retraced my steps. I finally found it in a park, and met a friend there. At that moment, we looked up and saw a wall of black, powerful smoke coming our way, shattering buildings and windows in it's path. We ran. The smoke never hit us, but then the ground cracked open and split. I saw people falling through, and it looked never ending. Me and my friend were dangling along the side, hanging on to the edge. I saw him crawl up on his own, and then he reached over to grab my hand. I had to swing my other arm over to grab his other hand (which for some reason I was not scared to do). Then another guy came running over wanting to save me, and the two guys were fighting for my hand!! I looked at them with an angry face and said DON"T YOU DARE DROP ME!

At this point, I don't remember anything else.

The creepy part? Looking back at my facebook posts, I saw that I had almost the same exact dream 2 years ago the same day. NYC was crumbling down around me (I don't believe the ground split in two the last time - so if this dream were to come to pass, it looks like I just got another piece of the puzzle). Let's hope this is just a dream.

The Space Time Continuum

This dream was cool!

I was selected (along with another guy) to be a part of the Space Time Continuum. We had to meet at a ferris wheel at a specific time, wherein the head people sent us back in time to complete a mission. Turns out they were evil plans and we were the pawns used. We were sent back (me being played by Jennifer Lawrence randomly - though with my personality), and immediately we try to run. There are people back in time that are waiting for us, but we flee. I think we had landed outside a hospital when we first arrived, and all I remember is us trying to run as fast as we could before anyone saw us.

The middle of the dream was a blur, but I know it was a lot of running around.

We then devised a plan. Somehow we got back to the present time with the people who sent us there in the first place, and decided to go along with their final plans. We were to be sent back to do something with 2 kids (and I remember thinking they were my younger siblings - which I don't have in real life). My plan was to go back like they told me, but to grab the kids and escape without getting caught. Even one of my co-workers was part of the evil group, but she played along knowing that I was lying and had a plan of my own (I guess she was a good guy afterall?). So I was sent back (my partner is crime vanished). I arrived in a house and was "locked" in a room, but somehow the door was unlocked and open. I snuck out and found the kids, and tried so hard to grab them and run. Then the stupid dream ENDED and I didn't get a resolution. ERRRR.

RANDOM part of the dream. Somewhere in the middle I was kidnapped by Tim Curry dressed as a pirate. He had my hands and feet tied (I was wearing pirate boots, so I guess I was dressed like a pirate as well), and I just sat next to him on the beach. I don't know why. It's very random, and wasn't scary, it was kind of comical.

Gotta love dreams! Last night was full of adventures!

Kittens and dogs!!

I dreamed of playing with a box full of kittens! One I was particularly fond of. She was grey, black and white.....on her face she had 2 white strips going from the corner of her eyes and swooping down to her chin, ending with an eye drop shape. She was precious. Then I saw her crawl out of a box and run down a hole where a mouse had escaped. She never came back. :( There were plenty of other kittens though, but still!

Another part of the dream I was playing with a really cute bassett hound (milky chocolate brown), and we completely bonded. She was my dog. She looked like a really big dachshund actually, so I'm not quite sure what she was. She could also talk to me telepathically (in English), and she told me she was coming home with me. So I said Okay, she's coming home with me! What can you do when a cutey dog tells you that? :)

So yes, it was a cute animal dream. It was nice compared to some of the twisted dreams I have! 

Creepy Ghostbusters Dream!

So remember that creepy Vigo painting in Ghostbuster 2? In case you don't, see below:

Yep, that's right. CREEPY! In my dream I played Sigourney Weaver, running into the museum in NYC to save my baby from this creep. I just remember him trying to transfigure into human form while I was forced back and couldn't get close enough to grab the baby. It was weird. The dream was all very surreal, but this guy is just down right scary - in the movie and in my dream. I think it ended well, but I really only have that one part still left in my memory.

CREEPY! Can't say that enough. :)

Win!

Last night I dreamt that I was in a casino - random people were popping in and out, so they are a blur. But I do remember in detail playing a slot machine. When I got to the slot, I realized someone had left their ticket to play, so I played it and won $250! :) Then I played my ticket and won nothing. Boo. I walked around happy I won some money. Then I played a wheel spin that had all sorts of different prizes...some I knew I didn't want, and I crossed my fingers I'd get something I could use. I ended up winning 4 free games of bowling! Haha. So, yeah, it was basically a night of winning random things. Not too bad. Now can I win stuff in real life today??

Casino Night!

The only thing I remember was walking around a casino, smoking a cigarette (it lasted a long time), and playing the slots. Playing the slot machines was odd because I needed to use a cassette tape to insert into the machine and use for money. Hmmm.

That's all...very random, and apparently I wanted a cigarette. :P

No, I don't want a cigarette in reality.

Sunset Vampire

I was back in my hometown and became a vampire in the house I grew up in. It was sunset out on the golf course of where my house was, and I felt all of my senses heightened to their fullest capabilities. I just wanted to sit in the sunlight (NO I WAS NOT SPARKLING LIKE TWILIGHT) and basque in my senses. It was amazing. Then, well, I used my long pearly white fangs to sink into someones wrist and suck their blood. Life of a vampire, and it was good.

The Hulk

Last night I dreamt that I was turning into The Hulk. I was drowning in freezing water, and just before I made it to the top, my body completely froze, which gave me The Hulk power. I then got back onto the huge ship that I was previously pushed off of, and confronted the people who killed me. I still looked human, but little did they know I had superhuman strength (I just knew I hadn't turned big and green yet). They came at me and I kicked all their asses in superspeed motion, thus then turning into The Hulk...I liked this dream Haha